"I just want back in your head..."

So I officially want to become a psychologist, who knows how I'll get there, but I know now in this moment that it's what I want to do. I realized this when I was sitting in my social work practice course this afternoon during a mach session between a husband and wife. We were supposed to take turns but I've been trying to lay low in that class because I can tell the teacher doesn't like it when I interject so often.

It was the most frustrating thing I have ever experienced in school... oh alright that's a lie because I am often frustrated in school when I know the answer but no one says it (but the teacher won't call on me because she wants everyone's input... it's like- they're idiots, give it a rest already. Getting into college does not a genius make!).

So every time I wanted to say something, then our professor would interrupt and make suggestions that I was literally detailing out in my own mind. I felt so confident that I could have grabbed that session by the horns and really gotten something productive out of it.

Hopefully I'll feel this confident when I get to grad school.

On a good note, we got to see Audra on the ultrasound machine yesterday and she is progressing and growing perfectly. So perfectly in fact, that she's 3 lbs 2 oz which is about 2 weeks ahead of where she should be.... makes me nervous that she might come a bit early... the newly projected due date puts her arrival sometime about 4 days after my final exam... Yeah I'm a bit nervous.

Please Jesus have her come after I'm done with school, Amen.